救命啊………我已经失眠了好几个星期了!!!!是压力还是我有病啊????????
人家是因为读书读不完熬夜…我是没有理由的熬夜….每天就眼光光到天光………..
明天…不..应该说等下九点有考试…..但我完全没睡过…..可以吗?????糟糕咯……..
好想快点考完回家休息啊…………….
看来我真的需要安眠药来救我了…..
希望等下考试顺利拉……..不然…嗨……………………..
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17
Sep
失眠……………….
15
Sep
真的适合我吗????
不知不觉我已经在这大学读了快两年的书了……这个学期的心情就像我去年第一学期的心情….很烦恼…..但这次就加上了很压力….很多人都跟我说..不要太压力…放松去考试….但我又何尝不想呢???但我没有办法…..我很不想用我哥的钱读书….但又不争气…上个学期成绩不够理想借不到钱…..我也知到家里的每一个人都希望我可以成凤..我又何尝不想呢???但不管几用心几努力成绩就是差啊……从这个学期一开始….就时常埋头苦读….少跟朋友出去也自然赔上了友情…..在这里…可以谈心的朋友没有几个…更倒霉是死猪头学校好搬不搬…搬到那么乡下又离我家远的地方….有时想回家透透气都难…但回到家…面对家人…他们问到我读书读到怎样的时候….那种压力又无形的显露在我脑海里了….
救命啊…..真的好辛苦………我又开不了口跟家人说我的心情…怕他们失望….从头到尾…我都太介意他们的想法….很怕他们失望…..所以怎样都想硬着头皮去完成它….但我真的支持不住了…在这种情况下…我是没有办法坚持起来的….没有真心的朋友….没有安稳的心灵……我是做错了什么吗????是否我一年前选择的是错的?
现在在我脑海里….只有一直想着..我要坚持继续还是放弃去做一些真正适合我的东西…..但无论如何我都会尽力把这次的考试做好….希望这次的长假我可以找到我自己….找到我的梦想..我的目标……
26
May
second sem……
so fast..ady start my y1s2 life….time pass so fast..juz like a rocket…fly so fast…^^
tis sem change alot….especially friendship….haiz….last sem..when juz start sch..all ppl still vy excited…so got energy…bt..when time pass n pass….everythings oso change n change….
after mix in sum ppl a period of time…..u will noe izit they suit 4 u…izit they r ur true fren or juz a passing traveller…
bt i think true fren its reli hard to find…even harder than go to heaven…
izit reli gt true freindship in this world??….its my ques…it oso make me so dissapointed…izit be alone is better??
bt mayb….every diff ppl oso gt their own way to treat other ppl….so i think i oso hv to learn fr them….n change my mind…
anyway…..hope i can meet my true fren soon……^^..cz i dun think reli no ppl are faithful….hope to c u soon………………………
26
Mar
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
hehheh…so fast ady reach 26 march lo..!!
wat date is it??its my birthday lo!!hee…..
hmm…last nite..my housemate have celebrate my bday at the Ghany Mamak..Thanz they all vy much……..love u all…reli thanz ya..^^
tis year…ady 19 lo…haiz..duno y..when i get older and older..there are no more feeing for my birthday…last time..reli hope any special things will happen during my birthday…bt now..juz think tat want to let it pass peacefully……
bt this year gt a little bit special…gt 1 mor person celebrate my birthday wit me…although tis person is nt wit me on tis day..bt..im still feel vy happy cz gt tis person always by my side…@^.^@…;p
anyway…thanz ur guys help me calebrate my birthday..reli thankyou!!….at the end..hope u all all the best &……friendship forever ^o^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;p
the end~~~~~^.^
18
Mar
latest post!!!!!!!!!
hey..hw r u all???..hmm..long time din post blog ady lu..miz my blog ma??;p haha..so soli 4 the silly ques….. hmm….nw im having a new life in ipoh kampar…..cz i cont study my degree course here…. my life here ar……okok lo…..ntin interesting..ntin special…juz normal….. bt the environment here is reli good 4 u to study~~^.^…even i say tat..bt i oso dun study so hard la…haha.. juz song ma study lo…beh song ma em study lo…;p haiz….study so far from my hometown…so miss my family..miss my room..miss my little darling leh!!! hope they life are going well everyday… erm….ntin nonsense to write ady…at the end..juz hope my degree y1s1 de exam result will b much better than the pass la..^.^…. b4 ending..wish u all gud lck oso la..;p…… bubye…
18
Nov
19.11.077777…^^
hoo..so fast ady reach in nov ady..still gt….2 mor month..CNY..cumin lu~~..;p
haha..xmas nt yt pass i ady think bout CNY..;p
so..tis few weeks try to 5 many part time job to wk liao..cz hv to buy many things..n gv mummy money..^^
yday..(18.11) i 1st time wk as a promoter….in watson..
walao…stand whole day..till my leg soooo~~~pain…
tat oso let me noe sumthing..PROMOTER…nt easy to be….^^
so..wat to do???study hard lo…;p..so tat i can sit in office oni..so nd stand till my leg so pain..;p
anyway..its almost near study week__n then is final exam__n then is holiday….so…everybody muz study hard 4 the last sem’s final exam in foundation lo!!^^gambateh..;p
the important ppl muz study hard is…..me…tis sem "lan lan tiu" de…if still nt start study hard fr nw..sure die~~~so..jean..add oil ya!!;p
haha…finish talk nonsense liao..thanz 4 readin my blog..;p
good luck n hv a nice day every1..;p..BB….
>>>>>>>the end<<<<<<
long time din write blog ady tim..hw r u guys??
hee..we all still in exam nw..till 25 sept..mooncake festival!!!!
still gt 2 mor paper to go..reli feel vy tired n boring ady…
these day oso dun hv any entertainment..so hw my life goin??
boring..lo..fast fast reach 25 la…then can hang out v my skatin kaki ady..wahaha..
act..i write tis blog 4 wat??i oso dunno..hee..juz write 4 fun..;p
anyway..hope v all can gt good result!!^^
gambateh together bah!!still gt 2 more days..then…can fly lu..;p
>>the end<<< =p
haiZ….so xien…everyday do ass…bt the thing make me feel xien de..nt the ass…is my group mem..exp the ‘guy’…
every1 ‘lan lan’ de…juz me care 4 the ass…so lei lor…besides…gt a ‘alien’ in my group oso…reli can make me cant breath anymr…=.=..
reli nvr c a ‘human’ stubborn like him…dunno hw to do oso dun 1 hear ppl comment..n vy lazy summr..hw cum gt a ppl like tis 1 har!!!!!reli dunno which planet he cum fr~~~~haiz….reli god bless him…~~~
reli hope faster finish all ass n presentation…if nt everday face to a ppl like tis ..i think i will become older n older soon…
time pass so fast…exp tis sem..so fast…ady wk 10 nw….nt yt do the revision 4 the math..sei fo…=.=…bt luckily other sub is nt bad..hee…cz all study the theory oni…^^
anyway…hope i will gt …good result..4 tis sem la…4 flat??no…3++ la..^^…*the end*…
the end???nt yt…cz i nt yt wishing 4 my fren..;p
hope my fren oso will gt a good result 4 tis sem..^^
^ALL THE BEST^
20
Jun
…??%^*_)@#!
haha….ntin special to post….
juz post this blog 4 fun…
erm…..duno start fr when in jan…i start study at utar….
i hd knew many nw frens here….so happy can noe them…..
although nt vy close v sumone…bt at least v oso noe each other..<haha..talk nonsense..;p>
in this sem..sumthing make so me excited!!tat is….
i hd met my old old fren-grace….
v noe each other fr kindergarten…till now…ady gt bout..13yr..
nw she study at utar oso..so..i gt sumthin to talk to her..
"although v cant meet everyday…
bt i hope u hv a wonderful study life here.."^^
lastly i hope our frenship will b perdure….^^<4 all my fren>
the end~~~~~~~
30
May
start sch ady lu…
haiz…ady finish 3 weeks de holiday lo..
nw start sch again…bt i think tis sem will make me vy vy bz….
cz i hv to study 8 sub..=.=..haiz..
hope this sem i will do vy well…its really cant main main ady la…=.=…
so…all my frens…v all ad oil together lo!!^^
